the things i'm thinking about today

numero uno

well waddaya know... it was always in me but i just didn't know it. my comments button, it's back! this time I did some magic and now it's returned like a lost kitten finding her way home.

actually, takde la magic sangat.. i was fiddling with my template and i accidentally clicked on the "edit post" button and there it was, staring at me. i did not check the comments button on! so there ya go... *slapping forehead*

sorry for allllll the trouble i gave u Di... the amount of headache i could've prevented.. sheeeshh dumb zeeda!

numero dos

since i've been wondering who i am these couple of months, i want to list down the things i like and dislike, my loves and my hates --- what i am... now (this list is a WIP - work in progress - so i could be adding more things to it bit by bit).

likes
> coffee flavoured haagen dasz ice cream
> dark chocolates - the darker the better
> watching movies
> smoking with frens over teh tarik (or teh mahal)
> blogging
> honest people
> meeting up with frens after work
> my complexion now
> reading other people's blogs - ones who write well (read: english only)
>

loves
> my mr. loba-loba ;)
> my pussycats (not dolls)
> sleeping in
> going to the beach for a few days and just think of nothing but myself (and the lover next to me)
> xmas and raya songs :)
> sister, nephews & parents - i gotta say, i have my favourites...
> the feeling of total contentment that i get on very rare days. it's enough...
>

hates
> pretentious people - hate with a twisted passion
> pedas food
> people who don't asnwer emails, don't answer sms-es or calls when we know they constantly: are at the computer; have their mobiles on them and checking it every 5mins
>pathologically fickle people - i know i'm fickle, but there are worse people out there ok, trust me. it takes one to know one.
> frens who double book their time with u and another set of frens - less quality time?
> people who judge the book by its cover
> my big tits - seriously, don't give me that what-are-u-talking-about-i-wish-i-had-yours speech. they're heavy and i can't put on many things i'd like to wear. it sucks.
>

i miss
> my flat tummy
> my less chubby body
> the days when i didn't have to worry about wrinkles
> the days when i didn't have to worry about my health as much as i do now
> my hair in college
> my carefree days
> staying over at my girlfren's house when all of us were still single
> having braces
> cape town
>

i don't miss
> my teenage acne
> my vampire teeth
> being lonely
> having no money - not that i have that much now, but alhamdulillah it's enough cos dah ada mr. banker hihi
> living in ampang - maybe a lil bit lah kot. i grew up there anyway... gotta cherish the old place.
> credit card debts - i simply don't use 'em anymo!
> the "chase"
> impressing every single person i meet - i've wisened enough to know that being meself is the best
>

scared of
> the husband having an affair
> lipas and all creepy crawlies
> getting a terminal illness
> getting a handicapped baby
> death - major deficit in the pahala account. yikes :-S
> Allah - above all else
>

numero tres

some more musings...

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when u love, love completely. u wouldn't want to deny your loved one of your true self...

when u love, share completely. do not give everything. giving consequents taking. when one gives more than the other, one will start keeping score. keeping score is not healthy. when the scale tips heavier on one side, there'll be some explanation to do.

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i'd like to join this payperpost thingy to get some money out of blogging. might as well make it worthwhile since i'm here writing my thoughts away everyday, right? payperpost pays u for writing about their advertisers' products/services/etc. i can simply write about these things too, well, the ones i know of anyway. i got to know of this from this guy's blog. seems too good to be true - getting money to do the things u like doing, it's as if it's free money! i'll check it out later.

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ok i'm done.

sekian wabillahitaufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh.

*have a great wkend ahead girls and boys!* :)