Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i have a confession... of an obsession..

it started as us watching the rerun of star wars episode III last nite while eating the cupcakes i got from cuppacakes :) (so cantik i tell u, tapi aku baham jugak)

halfway thru the show i got very bad sniffles cos panda and gypsie were all over us.. i sneezed so loudly, i think the polar bears in north pole could've heard me.. so i popped some pills, lied down on the bed and instantly felt sleepy. the lover said he would record the rest of the star wars show for us and i pun ok lah, terus tertido... that was at 11 pm.

i slept quite soundfully.... until i woke up in the middle of the night and i couldn't go back to sleep.

it was around 2.30 am or smthg like dat and the lover was snoring like hell. i touched his nose so that he'd turn the other side and stop the grumbling noise he's making. he stirred, touched his nose, pulled me into his arms, i told him that he was snoring and he said sorry (sleepily), i put my head on his chest and he fell asleep almost instantly. i was still wide awake and my brain was working at full speed.. he was quiet for ALL of 5 mins!! then the snoring came back!!

in all that time, my head was thinking of how i would write about this when i get to work. i almost got up and went to the computer room to write about the plight i was in, but decided (wisely) not to..

well ladies & germs, this is what i'm confessing to: my current obsession of blogging. i would obsess about what i will write in my next entry, and how i would make it interesting for people to read. i was even constructing words in my head ok... literally putting words and sentences together.. and i always ALWAYS think of a title to go with my story.. this particular entry was all SO planned. geez. as embarassing as it is to admit, it's true...

what the hell is wrong with me??? don't i have more important things to do - like sleep? so pathetic man... i have to get a different hobby lah.

it wasn't helping that panda and gypsie were playing at the hall outside, very loudly i might add.. haa i'm not the only one with an obsession, panda has one too! his obsession is to be around us all the FRIGGIN time! he was meowing so loudly and scratching the door so that we'd let him in.. omg, i almost lost it!

i got up, went to the bathroom, and still the lover was snoring away when i jumped back into bed... i tossed and turned and tickled him, and still he didn't stop.. i had to lie in that condition (endure the snoring, the meowing, scratching & collar bells ringing, and having an active brain) for about an hour.. finally at around 4 am (when i was partly satisfied with what to write), i dozed off myself and had a weird dream about my boss (gross).

in the morning, woke up earlier than other days and the lover actually remembered that i couldn't sleep because of his snoring and apologized... said he was tired last night.. ok never mind.. but the next time he does it and i can't sleep because of it, i'll just put a pillow on his face or just wake him up and teman me during one of my insomnia attacks.

hmph

6 comments:

ms ngantuk said...

zeed, aku pun cam kau!
constantly constructing sentences in my head for my next blog entry. teruk kan? too obsessed with blogging! tapi takdelah sampai tahap x tido mlm or bangun terus ingat blog heheh! mungkin sbb i'm always tired with so many things to do, i'll always fall asleep like a LOG!

Dilla said...

i hear you girls.. i hear you....
waaaay too much time in my hands.. waaaay too much! ;)

Z.Y. said...

kay> u actually HAVE smthg 2b tired over.. what about me? this obsession is definitely NOT healthy.. aiyoookkk. oya kay, if u want to join a baking class, theres one in ss15 depan pelita tu.. if u ever decide to, count me in orait!

kak dilla> EXACTEMENTE! thats why must find a new hobby.. im thinking of taking up this baking class or knitting :)

Inn said...

i use to have that too! *lol* kept thinking of describing events/details of my day in sentences but since last year even if i had a vivid or somewat cricketing entry composed in my head, it'll somehow evaporated by the time I find the time to blog. heh.

Amy said...

Zieda, baking and knitting???? WhoA! Aku tengah imagine Zied duduk senyap2 knitting? *geleng kepala* what has Jimmy done to this crazy friend of mine? Haahah..am so happy for you. Nanti dah bake cake sedap2 kasik aku rasa ok? ;)

Z.Y. said...

inn> the insanity of mind-blogging (as opposed to mind-boggling wahaha) is still with me i'm afraid.. cud take a while for me..

amy> i'm still the crazy fren of urs.. cuma ko je tak nampak aku punya sifat halus dulu kot hahahahaa bila dah tua2 ni, the halus side is coming out in full force :P